I cannot fathom out why I woke up this morning and just wanted to cry ...? The horrible feeling followed me downstairs and out into the world and I was still feeling like I should just sit down and weep when I took Ewan to school. Why do I feel like that? It's so weird and scary.
Everything is well, I don't have any major problems (other than my bloody left shoulder, which should get fixed on the 26th when I go for the ultrasound and steroid injection).
Can't figure it out at all. Anyway, trying my best to shake it off ... (aaargh ... god please don't start singing like Tay Tay ... fuck it and shoot me in the head now!).